Not having my mother and my sister is something that not only makes me sad, so sad...I feel like there is a huge hole in my heart.
I have so many regrets, so many things I wished I had said or done. I pray they knew how much I loved them.
I get up every morning and pray that it won't hurt as much today. Today is November 22nd. 8 months ago my sister was walking down the street, when a carload of teenagers lost control of their vehicle and jumped the curb, severed a power pole, eject two of the teens, rolled over and struck my sister.
I've visited the site, hoping to gain some kind of understanding of the "what's" and "whys". I still don't understand and that the investigation is still on going doesn't make it any easier. I'm hoping for some type of resolution...whatever that looks like. I also pray for peace for Tammy, the mother of Dylan who also lost his life. He was so young. My heart aches for her.
There is a Palm Tree on Cedar Ave in Bloomington California...it's Dylan's Palm Tree...that Tammy so graciously shares with us. There is a picture of Dylan and Robin, ribbons, balloons and flowers. Tammy goes there almost daily. Our family has been there a few times. It's a sad sad place.
I never imagined anyone in my family would have a memorial like this one.
|Neysi having a moment.|
|Dylan's Palm Tree|